| Journal Closing |
[13 Mar 2007|12:22pm] |
THIS JOURNAL IS CLOSED
Account not deleted, because contains too many fic posts I don't want to re-post anywhere. You can freely throw it away from your f-lists, I don't care.
new account is here - ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) a_grunge_queen [Friends ONLY, comment to be added] I'm existing there already for a month or more XD
Writing Journal is always opened - ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) ga_f [if you're interested in my writing I'm posting there] soon enough I will be posting fics only there.
I guess this is it. Thanks to people who were hanging around with me here.
If you want to comment about this, go ahead.
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| imMIGRATION |
[14 Feb 2007|05:19pm] |
I actually promised not to be here today, and I'm not XP
You'll be very stupid if you'll see that a_grunge_queen has added you and you haven't guessed that it's me XDDDDDD losers
ok. yes, I migrate, thanks a lot. I have no time to sign to everyone in your FO posts coz I have no time. Be polite and add me back without all that shit.
YES, I'm removing XD Yes, I don't fucking care what you think about it.
AND GOAT FRANK IN PAMPERS!!! LOL XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
YES, good bye, gotta run
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| Aya is always at fault XD [oopsie-updatie] |
[09 Feb 2007|02:05pm] |
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♫ =D How inetresting this whole notification system shit is working *loves* now no need to spend time with f-list, just put what you need to read and ta-da... perfect XD
♫ My bro is gone to Kiev for one evening, hmm one party to be more precise >D sometimes this ass is not so bad [And not because he's not at home] At this exact moment Aya listens to Future Prophecies - mentally Destroyed. Yes, guys while you're not into drum'n'bass like my bro you won't know the fuck who are those guys XDDDD jeee I listen to d'n'b again.. though is better then r'n'b kthx Dx
♫ Mamma and auntie killed me today with their posts. Yes, I even went on someone's LJ and commented XD jeee this becomes such a rare thing.
♫ Hehehe I just remembered how yesterday door bell buzzed so I opened it, not to mention that I was wet and dressed only in towel I opened the door to scare this girl outside... Interesting she tried not to stare at my pink towel or my brest brutally showing up? Poor thing anyway XDDD and naughty me bwahahaha
♫ actually this crew Future Prophecies has such tracks as: Final Fantasy[doesn't remind anything?], Underdog[I remembered about Nightmare immediately] & also Insomnia[this is my fav topic XD]
Also this ( yes...PV...AGAIN...skip it >D )
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| FRIENDS ONLY |
[15 Dec 2006|10:14am] |
*laughs in the corner* *takes the thing out*
SURPRISE!!!! XD
Yeah-yeah~ I know what you're thinking, a bit agressive banner almost saying - "fuck off" but... such an adorable picture~
Who has balls to add/talk/handle/love/understand/... me, then welcome [you know the procedure yourself XD]
Writings were removed x]
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[14 Dec 2006|07:14pm] |
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-shoot me, shoot me down with...-
I just thought about how Santa says: "Ho-ho-ho!!"... it's freaky scary... if I wasn't a brave child I'd dirt my pants every year in my childhood from this "HO-HO-HO!!!".
-I want ot change lj-style-
I do, very much, but I'm not that kind of person who knows how to do those things and don't know where to search for good layouts...but at first I should know if I with mine not so paid account can do a layout XD and stuff, because someone help me don't be lazy asses!! o(>.<)o
-ecologically clean-
just some time ago, mom came back and I was in bath, so she asked if I was there... after studying Ecology for whole day I mumbled (thanks god she didn't hear): I'm like a physiological object of ecological system is lost for near 30 minutes for you XD <- new ecologically clean 'fuck off'
-on other note...-
- I've cut hair from behind, love it.
- I sit and wait for Hamster.
- thought that some ppl can't accept their guilt [it's not about me], that these ppl think the deal is about others and not about them, that's bad.
- I received letter for Nana [gazerockyo], love the postcard.. but Reita no nose.. was hilarious XD I hope you meant "no nose strap" XD
- Coke-chan already received my letter - and that is soon O.o I'm glad she liked my postcard <3
- also don't know why some ppl add me, I'm not a writing machine here, maybe to make friends only? XD and to move all writing shit on some other journal? it will devide writing and my life, no matter how much they're connected... but there are ppl who care about me as a person, not as
a writer only >.> hmm I need to think about it.
-PS-
uhhh this is for auntie angel_382 if she will see.
12012 ocean[heart single type c]
12012 queer passion [PLAY DOLLs album]
I've sent letter, but who knows if auntie checks e-mail or not XD
-bbbbbuuuuuusssshhhhhhh-...
hmm btw who saw Final Fantasy Advent Children? I laughed too hardly when Kadaj was moving around with this box calling it "Mother" and then appears Sephiroth and I'm shocked - MMOTHER?!!!!!
bwahahahhahahahaha
ok-ok ze end, hugs to all precious.
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| wow, aya upped music XD |
[12 Dec 2006|01:00pm] |
I'm everyday annoying person <- who believes in this bullshit, that person doesn't love me at all~~~! XD
umm anyway, today will be a strange post of sharing things, songs to be more precise.
as a good helper for my cutie Coke-chan also knows as ccgensou I've searched for some suitable song and found one, after uploading it... somehow my outcoming traffic wasn't counted, so I uploaded more XD though my bliss moment wasn't lasting too long... I don't want to experiment and check out again XD nuhh-uhhh
Anyway. Links:
This is Jazzzzzzzz [don't be scared, try it out - music is good ^__^]
Dave Brubeck - what is this thing called love
Dave Brubeck - My Romance
Dave Brubeck - Somewhere
Chet Baker - Funny Valentine[Instrumental]
Chet Baker - Funny Valentine
Here is usual:
Dave Matthews Band - When the world ends. [Matrix soundtrack - actual inspiration of my fic When the world ends...]
Craig Armstrong feat. Elizabeth - This love [Cruel Intentions, who watched the movie? XD]
Massive Attack - Live with me. [it was upped, but don't want links go to waste, when someone could skip it in the past]
so yeah, who loves Aya, listens to this. In other case your arse will suffer.
btw...this man who made LJ Christmas style, he's addicted to dark blue color? remember Halloween? the same... and this... thing~ in the middle that should remind Северное Сияние sorry don't remember all English at the current moment XD but really LJ style on Valentine's Day will be the same dark blue or what??? and in Spring, Summer, on all holiday...
plz cut off his hands~!! I know it's somewhat pretty but let's shove one important thing in his head - DARK BLUE IS NOT THE ONLY ONE COLOR IN THIS WORLD!!!
Bye-bye XD
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| Revenge |
[11 Dec 2006|03:57pm] |
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12012 - over... |
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Revenge
Title: Revenge
Chapters: Epilogue/19
Author: sugar_pai_n
Fandom: The GazettE, Nightmare, Dir en Grey, Miyavi, Yuichi [ex-Shulla] and one cat.
Pairings: ReitaxRuki, Uruhax?
Genre: AU complete and absolute, here lots of fluff and luv XD
Ratings: PG-13
Synopsis: story about 4 men, how their lives were crossed and revenge was crossed between them. And how this story was ended.
Disclaimer: I don’t own the people, I own only the story.
Dedicated: to kaede_hikari, precious wife, beta and just the kindest person.
Content:
( [Prologue]-[019] )
( [Epilogue] )
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| sweet congratulations XD |
[11 Dec 2006|11:32am] |
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Today is a special day. Actually you didn't know about it I mean all of you, but there is one person who knows, she has a B-Day today.
My dearest and incredible wifey
( some sweet words..? )
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| ...you and them. |
[10 Dec 2006|03:34am] |
Sometimes it happens...
...when suddenly you see them and understand that nothing is wrong to be a woman inside. You see them, want to pull them on, grab sexy black dress from your wardrobe, dance in rich scent of your perfumes...
To do something outstanding... to go there and be just stunning for the one you want to be stunning, gorgeous... hmm to be a woman.
The deal is not about them and how they look they just give you this feeling, forgotten feeling that after all you are a woman, incredible woman, exclusive woman, one from millions.
gorgeous.
ellegant.
completely beautiful.
you forget what they can remind you.
they
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a pair of high heels
( high heels from Valentino )
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[09 Dec 2006|04:32pm] |
Хомячок, это откровенная наглая просьба пойти сюда и сохранить вот это, я это очень сильно хочу особенно сама знаешь кого.
I mean, for the first time I have nothing to write about.
Totally...
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My home net was dead today. Yeah I'm from net-cafe... coz home net or is a bitch or again something need to be changed... again..and again... and again.
good new: finishing on your cards [angel_382,blitzx17,ccgensou are sent, coz they were the easiest XD;;;]
it takes me so long to do everything.. and I feel myself like a total crap from this...and I actually hate it about myself... wtf.. I start to be depressed no shit...
hahaha totally start to loose at life or something... anyway bye~
PS: I clean friend list so don't be surprised if you'll be out, coz I leave friends. kthx
[EDIT]
woopies and babes... I saw this and couldn't help myself just to shove your noses into this pic too
Hello, I'm Wataru Miyawaki and I'm probably gay X'D
I hope this.. in his hair is only for a photoshoot... photo from right I like it, hair cool, neck lickable XD but~.. you see his cool pants? and boa?[I don't mind boa though XD and his jacket *grinz* it's all the fault of pants *grinz more*]
after months and months observing all magazines I can freely say what is fashionable in that creepy Japan XD I tell you, because those j-rocker wear what is fashionable in j-rock world and common world of fashion.. or I'm totally wrong wtf fuck you XD I'm not wrong D= I hope so X'D
btw~ about Gazette, you know that I stare at the poster pretty much [what else can I do on my working place???]
and I noticed one thing... their suits, I thought why they look so different I mean Kai's suit is too tight and Reita's a bit free for a suit.. and then I get it... construction they once made to sew clothes they use for EVERY SINGLE OUTFIT DX for me it's fucking annoying. Just imagine you wearing the same sized pants, just some color is changing D= no difference is not funny. I tell you this as a designer for fucks sake D:
*wrinkles* poor boys XD
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before I move out to the market to buy you Christmas postcards...
btw about postcards; if I won't be able to find pretty English postcards - don't get mad XD All of our postcards are mostly on russian [not to mention ukrainian and it's sucks XD] anyway.. hope to find postcards for you all.. if no.. some of you will get hand-made >.>
back to the sentense - "before I move out.."
uhmmmm I don't remember... XD my stomach hurts? that's all. Oh I found a pretty hat.. pity not mine but of a friend of mine >D
anyway... this is the list of extremely close circle which will receive those cards for sure [because I promised them, not only a week ago, maybe a month ago too XD]:
Coke or ccgensou, postcard is left[bought it] text is ready.
Emma or sideshow_emma the only one lucky, because I had a postcard earlier for her *rolls eyes* and I finished it yesterday >D
Mamma or blitzx17, text left, postcard too *aya lame XD* *aya isn't such a lame*
Auntie~ or angel_382 the same, text left, postcard too *aya a big lame* *aya is super XD*
Kaede or kaede_hikari hmm here is going to be more then just a postcard.. [bought it]
Starr or rawkstarr23, yep more then just a Christmas card too, it's the only thing left because letter, and other stuff is ready.[also bought it]
maybe to end? or I will be poor again after sending so much >D
I am a ruder, I am a ruder
baibai fuck you..(c) Rukirock~ hmm sounds nice and cute - Rukirock >D
I'm quoting ppl, just quoting XD
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[02 Dec 2006|03:10pm] |
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Or it's my imagination.. or Reita gained weight O_o a bit *doesn't show is happy* nahh Reita fatty bwahahaha *cuddles*
I'm in the net-cafe and don't know the fuck what am I doing here?... someone tell me please? XD well because... because I have this pms thing and despite this I'm still sick *coughs for proves* actually it's not funny, Coke knows how many times I ran to my bathroom to cough my lungs when I was at home.. cough-cough-coughing monster.
Don't get ill like me guys!! soon is going Christmas to come and then New Year.
Oh New Year.. how many in this words...
-jingle bells, balls rings, wtf? hahahaha-
Want to hear some stories of mine how I held them? No? I don't care if 'no' XD
Once.. I remember it clearly I've spent one New Year in other town, with my ex-friend with whom we fought after turning back to Kharkov...
So how it was? hehehe it was crazy for my body.. because it was the first and the last time when I got drunk and threw up.. it was my first and last lesson that I shouldn't get drunk till uncoscious condition... Just imagine this mix.. champagne, beer, cognac, wine, vodka.. even was some limonade... how I held it right now I can't understand XD but in the end.. you know yourself - of course throooooowing uuuuup X'D *laughs* On the next day I couldn't eat/drink/whatever.. all I needed: this world to kill me and my incredible headache.
From those times I don't drink that much, even if I get drunk - yes that's true, so what? Don't tell me you all innocent like lambs.
Next years I remember were quieter, New Year with friends, New Year in total loneliness[I even had SUCH new year] the last one we have spent it with my groupmate.. mostly we war talking-talking-talking, while TV was with turned off volume, instead on the background sang Yomi.. and when it was already 12 and we watched usual president's speech; we wowed - Oh MISTER PERSIDENT, YOU KNOW JAPANESE???!!! *rofl*
this year, I guess I spend it with my dear Daimos-chan, both getting drunk and talk like two old hags through whole night XD
Don't spend New Years like me XD
-and again wtf??-
it happened not today and not yesterday.. emmimimi.. ok emma, sidshow_emma told me about this meeting of that fucking fanclub with gazeboys... they stupid brains of apes will kill me someday.. world's trash, припезденные страхоблюдины, отброс общества, даже хуже чем грязь из-под ногтей, маленькие ничтожные твари, которых так и хочеться перебить всех до единой *cursing ended*
*sighs* ugh fuck, again back hurts ;_; *dies*
now I understand why filth in the beauty single is having such songs *remember the names* really sounds like - fuck you, fuck off, get the fuck out of here.. and so on 'fuck' comtaining XD
mmm ok.. ja ne, because if I sit another couple of minutes will die for sure (~T__T)~
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| PV review & что я собственно не терплю |
[25 Nov 2006|12:55pm] |
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PV review.. again XD I can't keep myself from it XD
( today is... An Cafe )
ok, links shouldn't go to waste like usual. we spoil hidden people but share links with you XD
Kae thanks for
Massive Attack - Teardrop
Massive Attack - Dissolved Girl
I tell ya, listen to them, for me XD
My day is beginning.. I'm sleepy.. guess will make for myself some raviolli.. I want to eat now.
god.. I don't know what to say...
hmm Wataru PUPSIK? XDDDDDDDDDDDDD *dies from laughter*
*paws* man is love, his voice too I don't talk about his other good sides
so please people with other opinion fuck off from here~
*waves hand* love you~ I know I'm kind XD
да кстати, раз уж на то пошло. специально для хомячка - что я вообще не очень люблю в своих читателях и чего стоит избегать в случае со мной всем.
- слово more или update soon. особенно второе поскольку к первому я отношусь терпимо.. и скоро это понятие растяжимое;
- упоминание моей грамматики... а вы блин пойдите попробуйте идеально грамматически написать фик на другом языке, ну и каково оно? если б те кто вякали сами бы писали на другом языке я еще понимаю, а так... от лишь бы вякнуть и складывается впечатление что нужна грамматика, вот категорчино но именно она и нужна!!;
- далее, идёт такая вещь как вопрос - "когда?"
ёб вашу мать, а откуда мне знать самой?? когда мля организм попросит тогда и будет, а не тогда когда я запланирую >.> и что именно и когда именно это не мне решать, даже если через месяц, мне пофиг что устанут ждать, есть те кто никогда не устаёт, они-то и стоят десятков для себя и их пишу на самом деле.
- упрёк, что я пишу одновременно много фиков.. проблему щас решаем однм путём, жертвуем всеми фиками ради одного и нииппёт. ладно, уговорили, позаканчиваю всё что надо и буду писать по одному только а все идеи от которых люди тащаться кидать в топку и сжигать, спасибо, все свободны. или еще лучше, я запираю фики под замок, или того хлеще - я перестаю писать как факт! и никто не будет возникать, что я пишу много и не закончила частично.
*yawns*
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| Lost weeks... shattered news. No cut, I want to talk.. a lot |
[17 Nov 2006|10:27pm] |
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-BABY OF RHIS DAY XD-
anyway son of my mom's sister [did you get it? XD] well they have a daughter now. I actually laughed when found out how they decided to call her - Michaella, a strange dedication to her father Michael... will be a girl-boy XD
anyway they live too far away to say something more concrete.
Well.. I can't say I'm happy because I never actually met with this brother of mine in person >.>; because they live abroad XD
-WEAK POINT OF THIS DAY-
*humms on Wataru's hand*
Wataru baby can you buy me similar? pwetty pweese? I'll be a good girl *__*
DAMN HIM but he looks always incredible and his shoes here *shares a pic & fangirls wataru's shoes*
aren't they incredibly cool?
I know I'm a monster of a 'good look' but I really think they suit him PERFECTO~! [I don't say that similar would suit me too XD]
and I know this is not pic from last magazines but from some "Gothic and Lolita Bible" rather old mag, but~ his shoes *watarugasm*
-end of... or not the end-
my family surprise me... now I'm all irritated and they keep on in a good mood. They still don't remember about 29th, or it's just an anti-Aya range XD anyway
*kisses kaede_hikari* my wifey today told me a good new, she sent b-day letter XD so I'm waiting for it here on the next week *shines* my wifey is a chempion being first XD *laughs*
-SONG OF THIS DAY-
Yeah, pay attention people.
Uploaded by murky_murk actually not by me XD I asked for uploading because wanted to share it with emma [as for me it suits to her fic >.>]
anyway, I don't want this link go to a complete waste.
Who wants, it's here - http://www.sendspace.com/file/9e4gff - Massive Attack - Live with me(Album Version)
A nice sad trip-hop but I love~ it.
-MAN OF THIS DAY-
Of course daddy REITA XD You've seen him? You've seen his hot ass? Here GOD, sideshow_emma EMMA HONEY!! THANK YOU FOR SPOILING ME RIGHT FROM THE MORNING!! XD
this black suit and white tie remind me about one concrete person... just try to guess? *stares* OF COURSE RUKI!!!! remember in one photoshoot he was wearing something similar? *smiles* yeah, you remember it, because you should! or it's me who pays attention to clothes so much?! =O
-bang OF THIS DAY-
I want someone to shoot me actually... no one believes me that I read books all days long XD well I can't deny I distract on talking because in other way I would go completely MAD XD
Thanks to all who supported me on MSN and ICQ[or qip XD].
-DREAM OF THIS DAY-
OK, I DON'T sleep well, I confess I sleep pretty badly.. like shit... and after that I spend my few hours of 'not sleeping' at writing.. if I have a mood, because if I don't[most of the time] - I just lie in my bad and observe ceiling.. it's not interesting, not at all x]
that's why I started and decided on many things. that Revenge will have only an Epilogue, despite the fact that I started and restarted writing side stories I have a HUGE block on them all ;__; have you ever had block during months? XD no? pity~ you would understand me then >.>
Talented is in progress, I started new chapter, yeah I'm that good [despite the fact I want to kill myself for too much ideas and writing them down >.> supportive hugs? *looks around* at least someone? ;_;]
CRASH is having a strange progress, actually it happens after one concrete person shuse wishes me progressive work at night XD [should I tell that I already wrote a sequel and want actually to continue the story? >.>;;;;;;; supportive hugs? I need them actually >.>]
Jee *shuts up*
I love you all even if I'm tired to give you all hugs.
-END OF THIS DAY-
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| about.. b-days? oh no, not again! XD |
[14 Nov 2006|03:34pm] |
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OK, it's the story of every year. You all have it, coz every person has this date - it's named birthday *goes in wrinkles*
My family forgot about it, I'm sure! *sticks out tongue* Like really positive, because now is 14th of November and... really all previous years I knew all details about "where to celebrate/with whom/how?" when it was only beginning of the month
*scratches head* it's not that I mind, the point is I don't mind at all, well one year my brothers forgot completely XD it was really funny when I wake up congratulate myself, and in the morning Alex says "What, Aya has a b-day today?" *slaps her face* it was hilarious.
Once Alex bought me a beautiful red rose *shines* don't remember it was ehhh maybe when I was 15 or 16 XD *laughs* he didn't do any similar experiments later though. It was so long time ago *thinks*
One thing I really hate about them, just try to guess... Of course *nods* it's mom. Just imagine little woman that is commanding you when you actually want to have fun and relax. Go there and do this... *pffff* like I'm a robot. HELLO~!! shit this is the most horrible part about my b-days, that's why i don't like them, without it maybe i even would like them more ^__^
ughhh let's skip this topic? XD or it's turning kind of depressive >.>;;
what else I wanted to say?
oh yeah XD sugi_lucifer, it's not that I don't love you, you know I do, but I'm positive that you'll forget to burn something on those DVD you're sending *laughs* jee I even have put the list in my ICQ userinfo X'D
murky_murk *supportive kisses* get better soon ok? *rolls eyes* не знаю сходила ты на почту или нет, ты же партизан х)
oh one more thing!! *huggles lovely mamma blitzx17* now I feel better XD felt a sudden urge.
and *huggles angel_382* and even better *huggles kaede_hikari* my wifey scans 12012 *laughs* that is something *huggles sideshow_emma* yep emma dear is my favorite to hug *gives a kiss*
why everytime it's so much of you to hug? *laughs* BITE TO ALL!!! XD
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